new year;new grief 2 (never better)

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1.	(never better) it's alright [prod. based frequency] 02:23	lyrics	buy track
chillin it's december - it's about to be the new year and ive never been better - no never been better chillin it's december - it's about to be the new year and ive never been better - i'm never getting better thinkin bout my past and everything that i've done nah i've never been better - i've never been better thinkin bout the fakes and everybody who switched up man im getting fed up - so im finna get my bread up now they gettin jealous - i tell em all stay hating ima stay focused - ima stack this paper if im gonna be sad - i wanna be sad in a gucci sweater in vegas wherever my fam wan go im gon take us u can't stop my shyne lemme count sad faces u can't stop my grind - lemme live life paceless i aint ever jealous if a nigga grew up spoon fed but if i really want it then you know that ima take that my brodi got my tote and it got heat packed im never gettin better but u know im getting mine im never gettin better but u know im gon shyne im never gon be better but im gon be rich im never gon be better but i might just fuck yo bitch
2.	tripp [prod. based frequency] 02:02	lyrics	buy track
FREESTYLE
3.	foolish [prod. based frequency] 02:03	lyrics	buy track
how foolish was i to assume that u were the one u never once cared for me - not at all our love was a mask you just put it on and now im left broken - these gems they fall how foolish was i to assume that u were the one u never once cared for me - not at all our love was a mask you just put it on you just put it on these gems they fall - you don't care at all i remember fall - i seen u in the mall looked u in ur eyes - they never looked so cold ... i remember u cried cause u thought i was leaving - how could u be so decieving writing notes just to extend the grieving we always on the phone but it's always silent cause we always weeping how foolish was i to assume that u were the one u never once cared for me - not at all our love was a mask you just put it on
4.	westillneverkissedintherain [prod. host.] 04:47	lyrics	buy track
why everybody want me to be somebody that im clearly not im not tryna give you mine because this life is all i got i've been stressin, i've been cryin, i've been feeling pain alot but im still not gonna stop until they put me in a box doin drugs to feel the buzz - kickin doors to feel the rush see im nothin but a bug - but my life has been so rough so u can't blame me just cause all that's in my head is to get above i done tried to switch my thoughts - put faith in God that it work out i still have faith without a doubt but sometimes i feel so lost and Penthos callin me; he tellin me that it's not such a cost now im doing what he wants - im just a pawn but it's my fault but i don't feel no shame for the souls that i push over it's they fault u can't blame me if they lost i can't blame u if u lost it's yo fault u pay the cost u can't blame me if im lost u can't blame me if they lost i can't blame u if u lost it's yo fault u pay the cost so u can't blame me if im lost if it's my fault i'll pay the cost - when my time's over; my soul's lost i can feel your grief - your loss let me weep for u - i'll take away your pain and make it mine just let me into your mind .. u know my love is sublime grief god i feel so devine.. so let me live out my time just healing your lives but don't put my evil aside i will never have anything to hide - i will always show both sides look in my eyes - u can see thru the skies look thru my eyes - u can see thru the bias walk thru the flames just to reach your desire conqour your goals and then rise thru the fire it's snowing here and ur in england ... u say it's raining u made urself a quote - i think it's beautiful it just made me think "her mind's amazing" like rain in england.. so poetic i thank the basedgod cause he made the world a better place, and- i thank the basedgod cause he made my girl and i so based, and- i feel so sad cause we still never kissed in the rain, but - i can't help but feel relieved when you're laying here with me u make me feel alive - umake me never wanna leave but i guess it's a new year and you know there's always new grief but somehow you're still here with me.. how do u put up with me? im always off them trees.. and and lately i've been poppin Zs tryna forget the restof my memories cause they been fuckin with me im always off the life and i know u hate that shit i never think bout life and i know u hate that shit i always make sad songs and i know u hate that shit i might just end my life and i know u hate that shit i always think im right and i know u hate that shit but i do not want to fight - i know u dont believe that shit i might just end my life and i know u hate that shit i cannot sleep at night and i know that you'll relate why do i need to shyne? cause i need my family straight why do i rob? cause i need to make some cake tired uh cookin meals - thes fiends makeme act so crazy i went an lost a custie cause a nigga tried to play me im never goin back; i said i quit that shit - i meant it but if my niggas need me im gon ride - i made apledge shoot a slobb dead anything my bruh say demons on my side and they gotta stay fed im always down to ride and i know u hate that shit demons on my side and i know u hate that shit im always down to ride and i know u hate that shit there's demons on my side and i know u hate that shit im always in my mind and i know u hate that shit i never let u in and i know u hate that shit i never think bout life and i know u hate that shit i always make sad songs and i know u hate that shit i might just end my life and i know u hate that shit i always think im right and i know u hate that shit im always off the life and i know u hate that shit i might just end my life
5.	weight [prod. mutt] 03:03	lyrics	buy track
holding me down... ...holding me down i think im gone i don't think i belong it .. keeps.. holding me down ... i cant breathe now my lungs.. black as my heart don't hold me up you'll be fine dont hold me up.. i realize ...im.. gon b fine don't hold me up... you'll all be fine...
6.	i miss (interlude) [prod. based frequency] 02:00	lyrics	buy track
i lost feeling in my heart i lost feeling in my soul where we'll go i cannot know same old stories being told same old battles; same old goals I miss having you to hold where we'll go u seem to know I miss everything that's gone (repeat)
7.	shestillhasn'ttalked2mesince [prod. astral wheeze] 04:34	lyrics	buy track
i remember we used to be everything she still hasn't talked to me since there was a time that we would talk every day but these days she doesn't exist she crossed my mind last week so i sent her a text she replied "only u would do this" i remember - she said she'd never drift away she still hasn't talked to me since she still hasn't talked to me since i remember we used to close and it hurt how u left i remember i stopped u from cutting ur wrists i remember u taught me to feel love like this i remember u played me - u were a catfish but we still made it work just to work out like this aint that a bitch - fuck u lil bitch i gave u my love and u took off with it i gave u my heart and u broke off a bit wait - what is this shit? you're callingme crying saying that you need me? i cannot understand why you play these games it's such a shame - and of course im gon let you back in.. just to hurt u once again... or is it the other way round? i cannot figure it out.. nah i cannot figure it out i remember we used to be everything she still hasn't talked to me since there was a time that we would talk every day but these days she doesn't exist i remember we used to be everything you still haven't talked to me since there was a time that we would talk every day but these days you just don't exist why you hate on now - i thought that you were the one but it's clear that i made a mistake i tried to act as though im moving on - but we both know that wasn't the case there used to be a time that we would every day but these days you've treating me like i dont even exist i cannot take this shit, bitch, i cry diamonds and they gliss that's what i use to cut my wrists an am emo bitch i really meant to say.. that im a pretty bitch but this pain in my soul will not go away why you always come back just to leave again? why you only come back just to cause me pain? .... ....
8.	another pointless song 4 u [prod. astral wheeze] 03:15	lyrics	buy track
i dont really trust no body they dont want me for no money they just want my energy i should just up and leave i swear i've seen all i can sea i swear i've been all i can be and if ur not here with me i dont think i can bear this grief let my soul rest in peace r - i - p - s - p - k - g now im burden free ; now i can breathe i lack common empathy - but for u girl i feel im so sorry for the shit i put u thru i really mean it i know i cud never take it back - but if i cud i wud; i wud go back 2 the start and never hit you up it's not ur fault im so fucked up i done fucked you up for a minute... now ur fed up and you've reached ur limit... im so lonely i just need attention (affection)... i feel so hopeless i just need a friend there... x2 im so sorry for the shit i put u thru i really mean it i know i cud never take it back - but if i cud i wud; i wud go back 2 the start and never hit you up it's not ur fault im so fucked up - it's just bad luck maybe it's cause of all shit i've done - it's karma if i knew i'd let u down i wud have never came around u don't even wanna know me now sumtimes i wonder if u think about me at all i wonder if ud say hi if u saw me or not wud u walk straight by me without giving a thought i wonder why i always have to go and fuck things up that's why i wanna die i swear i'll never live this down
9.	blank [prod. based frequency] 02:57	lyrics	buy track
FREESTYLE
10.	demise impending [prod. pictures of grey] 04:31	lyrics	buy track
why'd u leave me grieving i know u see me bleeding i dried my eyes before you i can end my life before you i can see demise impending your arms no longer extending while we're losing .. what we had - was it even there? why'd u leave me grieving now u seem decieving why'd u leave me grieving i know u see me bleeding let me.. lay here let me grieve forever u left me by myself i can't wait forever let me hold your hand i just wanna love you i don't want another day without you x2

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a bunch of love songs for people that will never care

***THIS IS A RE RELEASE WITH MASTERED VERSIONS OF THE ORIGINALS***

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released January 1, 2017

Based Frequency, host., mutt, Astral Wheeze, ClownDoll, Pictures of Grey, ThyEmoBasedLord, Disheart Entertainment, Penthos

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SpaghKing <# Winnipeg, Manitoba

Inspired in part by the rawness, work ethic and Individuality of Soulja Boy & Lil B, Ziggy started making music in 2014. He does not adhere to and defies labels and genre. A lot of what he's made over these few years have been entirely focused on expressing his reality. It's dark, gritty, and true to his self. Constantly exploring different genres and experimenting with the artform. ... more